Thursday, December 30, 2004
The Past Few Days...
I really hate long posts. I don't like to read long entries with irrelevant and stupid things. But I'm gonna write about what happened in the past 3 or 4 days, so this may get a little lengthy. I'll try to keep it short.
I was with Jen for the past few days. Yes. Every minute of the past few days because she stayed in my house. She came over on the 26th. I don't really remember what we did. I believe we slacked in my house, watching TV. Yeah, I remember it now. We watched the charity show that was raising funds for the heart disease patients.
The 27th was "Zong Hao Day". We woke up at around 11am I think. Then we went to Boon Lay Shopping Centre to buy my shirt for my graduation night. Damn, that shirt's nice. Then we went to the Science Centre because I really wanted to see the exhibition on video games. However, that was really a disappointment. Nothing much to see. I feel like I was cheated of my money. Haha. But the Pacman game was fun though. Haha.
Next, we went to Sim Lim Square to get my birthday presents. Jen bought a USB infrared adapter and a chinese game for me, but I can't have them yet because she refuses to give them to me. She wants to ensure that I get them only on the 1st, which is my birthday. We had dinner there. The chicken rice's good. Then we went to Bugis where she did some window shopping. Went home after that. Watched some anime and slept.
She woke up at 11am on the 28th. I woke up an hour later. Washed up and went to the pool. Saw Max there, but he was leaving already. Stayed there for about an hour and a half, then we went to SP and she showed me where she used to study. She also recommended the food there. Great food there. Went home after that and we watched Windstruck. She was crying like mad when the guy died. Watched TV after that and went to sleep.
Woke up at around 8.30am on the 29th to buy ingredients. She's gonna cook for her family. Went to Lot 1 to get ingredients. Went straight to her house after that and helped her with the cooking. She cooked bean sprouts and soup. Both dishes were great. We cleaned up the house after that. Next, we played basketball. I taught her how to play. Then her brother joined in. Went back to her house and showered. We then went to buy stuffs to bake cookies. Haha. We baked cookies together. The 1st batch was burnt. The 2nd batch was ok. Haha.
Then we watched a little TV before we cooked dinner. There was dumpling soup, mashed potato with red snapper, fried eggs with minced meat and prawns and fried chicken in tomato sauce. I must say she's a good cook. Haha. Watched TV after dinner. Went home at around 11.20pm.
So there it is. The days I spent with her. I feel really happy to be with her. Hope we can do that often.
End...
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1:47 AM
Tsunami...
Ok. I know it's kinda late to talk about this topic but I was a little busy the past few days.
The tsunami. Damn, it sucks. I mean, take a look, so many people are dead because of the waves. It really sucks. So many people are suffering. The dead, the family members of the dead, the damaged property. Houses are pulled outta their foundations. Shops and furnitures destroyed. Livelihoods affected. This really sucks. Makes you think that there's really nothing left for humanity. Imagine a worldwide version of that. Damn.
Could this really be what Max said? The end of the world? Magnetic poles reversal? Will the world really end in 2005 like Max said? If there's some supreme being up there, it sure feels like he is abandoning us.
I just saw on the news just now that the whole island of Sri Lanka moved over 30 metres because of the tsunami. The Earth is changing. Seems like something big is going on. Is this a cause of worry?
End...
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1:41 AM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Christmas And A Dysfunctional Family...
It's Christmas. Well, doesn't really mean much to me. I slept the whole day. Just had my dinner. My Christmas wasn't much fun, but yesterday was.
I got a bunch of guys over to my house yesterday. Went to Yew Wei's house in the afternoon yesterday. Got my shoes and trousers for the graduation night. Now, I just have to get a shirt and I'm done. Anyway, Yew Wei and I came over to my house so that he could leave his stuffs here. He ate a little here before we headed to JP to catch Kung Fu Hustle with Leong, KJ, HQ and Wei Ming. My brother tagged along. Annoying little bastard.
Went to NTUC to get liqour after the show. They were comtemplating whether they should get a multi-tab so that more people can play with the PS2 at one time. But that crap was too expensive, so we spent the money on liqour instead.
My dad cooked a lot. And I do mean quite A LOT. We sat down in the living room and ate together. That was great fun, talking crap and eating together. Much better than a BBQ, which was someone else's idea. Like what Yew Wei said yesterday, "At least we know the food's cooked." Haha.
Then the guys started to play PS2. They played Winning Eleven 8 for like the whole night. Incredible. They just won't get bored with that game. While 2 people are playing PS2, the others must find something to play right? So we played cards. Played Bridge and Dai Dee. A few people came later. Next, we came up with a number guessing game in which the loser will have to drink half a bowl of mixed alcohol. Damn, that shit tasted wierd.
Next, a few of us went to my room to play mahjong. Wasn't THAT much fun, but fun enough. A few of them meddle with my best buddy (which is my computer if you still don't know). Then a few of those geeks fell flat on my bed. They couldn't take it. It was like around 4am then?
Anyway, those still awake watched a Korean film called Sex is Zero. It's something like a Korean version of American Pie, just that the ending part's kinda sad. Funny shit.
After the show, we continued playing PS2 and before we knew it, it's almost 7 in the morning. The guys started to leave, leaving only Jen and I. Went to bed and woke up at around 12pm. Do you know what did that mean? It meant that Jen's late for work. But never mind, tomorrow's her last day of work anyway. Haha.
I sent her to work and got home at around 1.15pm. Played with the computer while my dad cooked lunch. It's this that made me think that my family is dysfunctional. My brother and mother, who stayed up throughtout the night, were still sleeping when I got home. I slept at around 3pm while my dad was drinking. My brother and mother weren't awake yet. I slept till around 8pm. My brother and mother were awake when I was asleep, but when I woke up at 8pm, they were asleep again. So was my father. Hmm... Our body clocks seemed to have all screwed up. Haha.
Anyway, I wanna thank those people who came yesterday and gave all of us such a fun time. I don't know if this so-called 'party' was fun or not. Hope it wasn't too boring. Thanks to Leong, Lam, YW, HQ, WM, KJ, Jean, Jeff, Cindy, Junhong and most definitely, Jen.
End...
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8:32 PM
Friday, December 24, 2004
It's Christmas Eve...
It's Christmas Eve. It's kinda hard to believe. Why? Because my birthday's a week after Christmas. It's so fast. I'm turning 19 so soon. Damn. Makes me feel kinda old.
Anyway, here I am, writing about what happened during the past few days. I didn't want to include pictures in this entry, because I don't want people reading my blog to wait a long time for the pictures to load, but I guess pictures are a MUST in this entry.
Ok. I'll start by writing about my outing with Jen on Wednesday. We went out together. We met at 1.30PM at Jurong Point because she wanted to look at the Justice League performance. (Can you believe it? Haha.) Anyway, the performance ended on the 19th, so we couldn't catch it. She was late, as usual. We went to the basement to get food. She had noodles while I had steak.
Then, we went to Orchard. It's been a long time since we went to town. Bought tickets for National Treasure. It's quite a good show, quite exciting, but she didn't think it's very nice. Well, everyone's entitled to an opinion. Walked around Cineleisure. Next, we went to Heeren's to shop. She bought those glow-in-the-dark stars to decorate her room.
We went to Far East Plaza next because she needed to buy a present for gift exchanging with her colleagues. She bought a bag. We went to Ramen Ten to have our dinner. Then we bought our presents for each other. We had our neoprints taken before we headed to my home. We watched some anime while eating and went to bed.
As for the 23rd, I spent the whole day sleeping. Haha. Then I went to JP to send Jen home from work. Gave her her present, which I wrapped in the form of a candy. Well, I suck at wrapping presents and a candy is one of the easiest way to wrap a present. Damn. I forgot to take a picture of it. Can't show it to you guys.
Anyway, here are the pictures of our presents.
That's Jen's present. She just love Playboy stuffs.
Here's my present from Jen. Wondering what it is?
A bracelet. Haha.
So, that's about it. Hope you guys got yourselves lots of present. And hope you guys will give ME presents. Haha.
And to Jen, you wanna know what I said that day right? I said, "I really like it when you hold my hand, but please don't press on my wound." Haha.
End...
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1:21 AM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
The Good... The Bad... And The Big-Busted Babe In Black Bikini...
Well, I'm back. Miss me? Haha.
Ok. It's been quite a bad month for me. First my computer crashed, then I'm too broke to go to my graduation night. Next, the torrent sites I've been visiting have mostly closed down. Damn the MPAA. They are sure coming down hard on them. I kinda lost my source of videos and games. I can give them all up, but I'm not gonna stop watching Joey and Drawn Together. They are the two TV series I'll go all out for.
"It's fantastic!"
Don't you think that they are a really funny lot?
You guys should go check it out someday. They are really hilarious.
OK. So my mood had been kinda gloomy for the past few days. I've been frustrated about not being able to go to my graduation night and the closing down of the sites. I stayed at home for like a week, going out with friends and Jen like only twice. And I think I left my house for like only 4 times throughout the week. Jean said that I'm becoming like a caveman, cooping myself up in my room. Well, you could say that, but you can't blame me if I like it in my room, can you?
Things kinda got better yesterday and today. Leong and I discovered a few other sites to get what we want yesterday. I can continue watching Joey and Drawn Together. Boo Yah!
Today, which is the 21st I'm referring to due to the clock, was even better. I told my mum about my 'plight', and she gave me money. Finally! I have money to buy clothes for my graduation night. Well, I wouldn't have to go through this trouble if not for the stupid rule that says "No sneakers and jeans allowed" Screw it.
And also, Yew Wei, Leong, Wei Ming, Max, Pak Lun, Jeff and I went to the pool today. Man, that's the kind of thing that'll cheer me up. Eye-Candy! We went around Jurong East Swimming Complex, seeing many awesome babes with awesome bodies. There's this one that captivated me, if not us. She's got this big busts and she's wearing this skimpy black bikini. Damn. She's a turn-on. And she ain't afraid to flaunt her assets too. We were like staring at her all the time. Although we do know of someone who probably has bigger boobs than her, if not the same, but this gal's figure is much better. Haha. Damn, we sure are cheeky. I mean, I could use more explicit words to describe her and her body, but for the good of all female readers, let's not turn this into an adult blog.
Anyway, we later found out that one of the lifeguards there was also staring at her, and he asked us to use our eyes instead of our mouths. Keep quiet and be more 'technical'. Haha. Funny chap. Well, there was this other gal in pink bikini whom I thought was quite pretty. We were, or rather I was, staring at her so much that she found out. She didn't seem happy about it. Damn. Haha. Whatever.
Enough of that swimming adventure. I don't want myself getting explicit unknowingly. Change of topic. Christmas is coming. I don't celebrate that, but I got invited to this Christmas barbeque organised my Cindy. Strange, but true. I guess it won't hurt to go and hang out with my other friends. It's way better than hanging out on Orchard Road, rubbing butts with other party-goers and seeing fake Santas roam the streets. And speaking of Santa, I found these pictures on the web. Don't guys wish that Santa's like that? Damn. Someone should try that in Singapore.
Oh Yeah!
So you guys liked that? That ain't nothing compared to the following picture. I mean, Aria wishing you Merry Christmas, can anything get better than that? In my case, not many things can.
"Merry Christmas"
Ok. Enoughof this. I'm gonna go do my stuffs. So you people be good, listen to Santa and have a merry Christmas.
And Santa says, "Remember to give Reeve presents."
End...
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1:07 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Missing In Action...
Well, it's almost 3.30AM and I'm sitting right here, typing this entry.
"Why so late?" you ask. Well, it's not late at all to me. These days, I've been sleeping at 6AM and waking at around 1PM or 2PM, so this is not late at all. In fact, I feel more active at this time of the day, or rather, night. I would wake up every afternoon and be in a daze until sunset. Then I'll start to have this headache until around 12AM. Then I'll start to feel better and start doing my stuffs. I'm becoming like a game I'm currently playing. A vampire. A creature of the night. Crap. Now, I'll get to the real deal, but before I do so, I'd like to warn anyone reading this entry, that the following can be offensive to some.
So you decided to read on, huh? Ok. No problem. I see that the hit counter increased by over 100 over the last 3 days I haven't been blogging. I don't know if it's people stumbling across my blog by accident, or are there really people who read my blog often. But heck, I'll type as usual, entertaining people with my blog.
"OK! Cut the crap! So what the fuck have you been doing these days?"
Damn. This is what angers me the most. You see, my computer broke down a few days ago and I fucking formatted it. Lost a whooping 70Gb of data. 70 giga-fucking-byte. Can you imagine that? All the things I've accumulated over the past years. All gone in an instant. My movies, mp3s, pictures, TV episodes, and most importantly, all my fucking porn. I have over 10Gb of porn movies. Now, they are all gone. Damn.
"So what the fuck really happened?"
This is gonna be long. It started a few nights ago when I went to Jurong Point to fetch Jen from work. The weather was fine when I left home, but a thunder storm broke out when I was there. On the way to Jen's home, I remembered something I read from The Newpaper. It seems that keeping your computer on during a thunder storm can cause a power surge that will damage your computer. My computer wasn't switched off when I left home because I was downloading a game. I was damn worried, so much that I kept asking Jen if my computer will be damaged. I got home to find my computer safe and sound.
The next morning, I woke up and the weather was quite good. Not long after, it started to pour again. Thunder storm. I was playing a game, thinking that nothing will happen to my computer, when my house just blacked out, probably due to the lightning. Damn. I fixed the problem with the mains and turned on my computer again, only to find that it will not run smoothly. I called Right Cross to ask for advice, and he suggested that I re-install windows, and so I did. And guess what? Things got worse. So bad that I had to format it. Damn. I killed my computer, my data, with my own fucking hands.
I was sad. Fucking sad. My anime, my porn, my music, all gone. But after a while, I got excited. Why? Because now I have 70Gb of free space. I don't have to worry about disk space problems anymore. i freed myself from the stifling feeling of not having enough disk space. I started to download new stuffs and have fun. But still, I'm sad I lost the good old stuffs.
Aria, one of my favourite pornstar, gone...
Getbackers, my favourite anime, gone too... Bye Ban... Bye Ginji...
Well, like Leong said, at least I still have the manga.
No way I'm losing the manga.
So I chatted with Leong that night I formatted my computer, and he said it's Heaven's will that everything got busted. He thinks that Heaven wants to get rid of my porn. Damn it.
"Reeve is downloading too much porn. I need to punish him!"
And so Heaven sends fucking lightning to Reeve's building...
Causing a power surge that killed his computer, his best friend.
That's how heaven killed my computer. That also explains why I haven't been blogging these few days. I've been busy updating my computer with the necessary programs.
Sigh...
Yes, I'm sad, but I'm not the kind that will be beaten by little things like that. I'd be strong and continue to make things right. At the meantime, I've included a picture of my new best friend. You guys will get to know him soon enough.
End...
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3:20 AM
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Why Am I So Fucking Poor...?
Damn it.
Why the fuck am I so fucking poor? It's the holidays and I don't even have enough to eat. People are clubbing and watching movies while all I do is stay at home. Why? Why the fuck?
My family is so fucking poor. My friends have successful parents that earn quite a lot. They don't ever have monetary problems. Their parents own shops, work in firms and stuffs like that. So what are my parents doing?
My mum works as a lowly clerk who barely earns enough to pay for the bills. My dad? He's a fucking drug addict who also happens to be an ex-convict. He doesn't work and sleeps all day. He smokes, so much that he'd rather spend the money on cigarettes than give part of it to my 10 year old brother to buy food. He gets money from my mum and drinks a lot. Sometimes he drinks and gets drunk, comes home and wrecks the place up. That's the kind of fucking family I have.
My mum used to be a supervisor working in Seagate, but she quitted due to pride. I used to get about 100 bucks a week for pocket money. Then it dwindled to 50 bucks. Now, my mum can't even afford to give me pocket money. She gives me $20 occasionally for me to buy food if I get sick of instant noodles. $20. How long can I survive with that? Right this fucking moment, I don't have a single cent with me.
I try not to be a burden to my family. I buy my own stuffs, pay for my own transport. I try my best to not ask money from my mum, but life's just too tough. Jen wants me to send her home frequently. I don't even have money to top up my EZLink card. She's complaining I don't go out with her enough. My friends are asking me out, but I'm really broke. When I say I'm broke, no one really understands how broke I am. When I say I'm broke, I REALLY fucking broke.
Just when I thought I could get rich last week, my friend's soccer tip went wrong. I borrowed money to bet on it. Now I'm in fucking debt.
And what's next? My graduation night is coming, and jeans and sneakers are not allowed. So what the fuck am I going to wear? My wardrobe only has jeans and sneakers. Where can I find the fucking money to buy? Damn it. DAMN IT!!! I think I might as well skip graduation night. I'll get my leaving certificate some other day.
Sometimes I think I'm too fucking poor to have a girlfriend. Maybe my family is even too fucking poor to afford my existence. Damn.
I'm gonna be rich. I swear I'm gonna be fucking filthy rich. I'm gonna be rich no matter what it takes. NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES!!!
Damn.
End...
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1:14 AM
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Upgrading myself...
Ok. Enough of those crap. Now it's about me.
Leong asked me to download some e-books yesterday and I did. I thought those were crap but, seriously, they are really useful. I downloaded this fitness guide and tried some of the exercises just now and my six packs reappeared. Damn, I missed them. A few more rounds later, my biceps woke up again. Finally! Haha.
So I spent the afternoon learning my Japanese all over again and the evening working out. Damn. It feels good to live a fulfilling life. Now I don't feel like I'm wasting my life away.
I just had my dinner and I'm resting now. I'll be learning how to draw manga later. Who knows? I may really become a hentai artist someday. Haha.
End...
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6:52 PM
Miss World 2004...
As everyone know, Miss World 2004 just ended a few days ago. Well, I didn't watch it, but at least I know Miss Peru won.
I happened to be online a day after the event and I saw Right Cross online, so we started to chat. He talked about the event, and commented that Singapore sent a guy for it.
"Was it really that bad?" I asked myself.
So just know I went to the official website to check it out and, boy, seeing is believing.
I checked out Miss Peru first, and yeah, she's hot. She's damn beautiful, with a great body to complement it. Just look at her sparkling eyes. She fully deserves her crown.
So next I proceed to take a look at the Singapore representative. Damn. I hurt my eyes. I mean, she has big nose, retarded-looking eyes, and the body doesn't look good at all. She's exactly the way Right Cross said. A guy. She's like a fucking transexual.
Saw what I mean? And you know what's worse? She's a model! Come on, people. Can you believe that she's even allowed to appear on media? Which modelling agency is fucking blind enough to sign her? Singaporean guys' eyes are suffering because she's appearing in places she shouldn't be.
And did you guys notice something? I don't know if anyone of you agrees, but I strongly feel that she bears a strong resemblence to someone.
Yes! Freddy Krueger. Her eyes and nose make her look absolutely similar to him. And I feel that I am actually insulting Freddy by comparing them. That's really, really bad. Not convinced? I'll show you.
See? Now you understand what I'm talking about? Damn. I pity Singaporean guys.
Now comes the big questions. How did the judges of Miss Singapore be blind enough to send her to some international competition? Is Singapore really lacking beauties? Is that the best we can find? Damn.
Oh. So you say "Maybe she's smart"? Come on. I know intelligence is one of the components in a beauty contest, but a beauty contest is essentially based on looks. So what if she's really smart? You gotta have the minimum required looks to make it, and in my view, she doesn't have it. If intelligence is all it takes, then any retarded-looking nerd with two masters can easily win it. Is that what you are saying?
"Can I win Miss World too?"
So you see, Singapore should really get better judges and choose better representatives. It's really sad to see Singapore send crap-looking people abroad to get mocked at. If they want to do it as a joke, send Patricia Mok instead. At least she'll make the judges abroad laugh instead of giving them nightmares.
End...
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3:31 PM
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
My Future...?
Someone commented that my blog needs picture.
"It's too dark and gloomy," he said.
Fine.
This entry has pictures. Hope they don't take eons to load.
Ok. So there I was typing the previous entry and this thought suddenly hits me. 'Reeve, what the fuck do you wanna do in the future?' Damn. I hate this question, so I decided not to think about it. Then I went to look at other people's blog and saw Lay Ping's. She wrote something about being a relief teacher. Then this thought ran acrose my mind, 'Damn. The girls are gonna go study in universities and be successful in life while I am still playing games, waiting to be enlisted, and wasting my life away.' So I started to think about my future.
I wanna be rich. I wanna be filthy rich. But how? By betting on soccer? I guess not. I lost 200 fucking bucks just the other day, thanks to Mourinho.
"Pay up Reeve, you fucking pay up."
I guess I can get a little rich through soccer betting, but not filthy rich.
Then what?
I thought of selling clothes, but if they are not designer's stuffs, I don't think I can get that fucking rich.
Do business? I thought of that too. I thought of setting up a business with Leong, to sell food, but will that work? It'll probably be short-lived. It needs to be special, but food recipes can be copied easily.
So how?
I don't know. It's really hard to set up a business and get filthy rich in Singapore. How about just a normal job and save enough to buy shares?
So I started to think of other jobs. My childhood dream was to be a cop. But me? As a cop? I don't know. I keep getting discouraged by people around me. They say cops are useless in Singapore. Well, I didn't say that, but let's just put this aside.
Can you guys imagine me with this thing on my head?
So what's next?
Maybe join the army? But the terrorism thing might get me fucking killed before I get fucking rich. And wanting me to live with guys all the time is like asking me to breathe from a bag filled with fart. It's gonna kill me.
Well, since I'm quite proficient in my Mandarin, I might as well be a DJ.
Nope, not this kinda DJ. And where the hell did I find such a stupid picture anyway?
I mean those kind of DJs whom you hear over the radio. 93.3FM is my favourite channel, and I always thought of being a DJ there, but I'm rather shy and inconfident. I'm not sure if I can make it. I heard the pay's peanuts too, but if I manage to appear on TV like some of the DJs, then maybe I can get rich quicker.
Don't be suprised if you see this one day.
Ok. So that is taken into consideration. So what other things can I do?
Hmm...
I like reading comics, sleeping, singing and many more. Maybe I can think towards my hobbies.
Singing. Well, can I? I don't think so. I have to admit, although I like to sing, I don't sing exceptionally well. Maybe if I can muster enough courage to go for the next Singapore Idol then I can make it big? Maybe not.
Maybe not.
What's next then? Comics? That's nice. Although I don't draw exceptionally well, I think I can brush up on that. The problem now is that I don't know what I'll draw if I become a manga artist. I'll probably just draw some fucking hentai and try to sell to local publishers. Then I'll get fucking banned from drawing here again. Damn.
This will probably be what I'll be drawing in the fucking future.
Sigh...
So many choices and obstacles. How can I decide this way?
(Silence for a few minutes...)
I think I've decided. I'll procrastinate as usual and sleep over the problem. I'll think about it. Maybe tomorrow? Haha.
End...
Hanged @
11:00 PM
There He Goes...
It's the 8th today. HQ enters a new phase of his life today. He went to Tekong for his NS. It's kinda sad. We were quite close in class. Though we aren't that close outside class, but he, Yew Wei and I are like brothers in class.
It's really sad, to see friends leaving for NS one after another, to lose contact with them. He's the first. There are more to come, or rather, go.
I remember HQ doing something to me that I am really grateful of. I remember there was once when I was quarrelling with a girl in class. I was in JC1 then. It's a practical lesson. I remember the arguement getting outta hand and he dragged me outta the lab to the washroom so that I can cool down. Man, I really have to thank him for that. I really don't known what would have happened if he didn't do that.
Sigh...
He's in Tekong now, making new friends I guess. Hope he doesn't forget us brothers and takes care of himself.
Ok. I feel sad, but at the same time I feel fear. HQ going in today means that it's exactly 1 month before I do the same. Damn. To think I have to do that exactly one fucking week after my birthday. Leaving my family, friends, computer, and Jen, to a totally unfamiliar environment. Feels kinda sick to me. It's hard to imagine that I'll have to live with guys for 2 years. Well, at least I have RuiZhou with me for the first 3 months. Haha.
Whatever. There's no time to lose anymore. I must try to accomplish as many things as possible before I go.
End...
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10:21 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
She's Sick... Again...
Yup. Jen's sick. Again. This is like the second time in two weeks already. Hope she's alright. Took her to a doctor in the afternoon yesterday. After that, I sent her home and stayed at her home with her until 11.30PM.
That burnt my day, but it's okay as long as she gets well. Hope she'll be better by morning.
End...
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3:04 AM
Monday, December 06, 2004
Huh...?
What?
What's up with the title?
Nothing. Just can't think of a title.
Anyway, let's start by talking about yesterday. Went to Toh Guan to play soccer with the whole class yesterday. That was the first time I went for it. I always oversleep when they played. They wanted to meet at 8.30AM, but I reached a little after 9.00AM. Well, at least I made it. But it's sad, because that was probably the last time we'll be playing there together.
Why?
Because most of us are going to serve our NS soon, the first being HQ. It's like a farewell match for him, that's why I HAD to wake up in time and get there to play. Anything for my brother.
Honestly speaking, I played really badly yesterday. I guess my street soccer days are way past me.
So what about today?
Well, it's still early to write anything because nothing interesting has occurred yet. Maybe later.
Hanged @
11:22 AM
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Pageant Sucks...
Ok. So I'm back from the pageant, and as the title says, it sucks.
We wanted to meet at Somerset at 6.20PM, but I was late. I reached there at 6.30PM. We went to look for Music Underground and found it, like, 20 minutes later? That's because none of us has ever been there.
Never mind that.
We got in and found the place rather empty. Got ourselves a jug of vodka Sprite. Drank as the people strolled in. We later found out that the pageant will only start at 8.30PM. What the FUCK?
Sat around under the air-conditioner for over a fucking our. I was shivering from the cold. Finally, the damn thing started. The contestants? Bad. Really bad. A few of the female contestants are ok, but the guys are really disappointing. I strongly feel that any one of us four can be better than them. No. I'm not exaggerating. I mean it. The contestants got in due to connections with the organiser.
Crap.
The four of us felt really, really bored. The Q&A session was pointless. They asked real dumb questions. Well, which pageant's Q&A isn't? Anyway, we were so bored that we casted our votes and left at around 9.30PM.
We went to the roadside hawker opposite Centrepoint and had great food. We had stingray, fried oyster, satay, fried carrot cake and drinks. That meal was the best I had in months. After the meal, we decided to go back to Music Underground to check things out. Found out that there's a quarrel between the organisers and the owner of the club. Heck. We just went in.
The place is now packed. We stood around for a while. Then we went to look for Junhui, who was dancing on the dance floor. Since we were on the dance floor, we might as well dance right? So we did.
We saw three gals dancing on the bartop. There was a pole there. Hot pole-dancing action. Two of them were in skirts and one in jeans. Nice body. Great moves. Fabulous curves. One of them left after a while and the remaining two did some really arousing moves. Damn. They were hot.
Left the club at around 12.30AM. Hitched a ride on Yew Wei's dad's car.
I was discussing some things with Jen just now and now I'm going to sleep. Hope everything goes well for my plans for tomorrow.
End...
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4:22 AM
Friday, December 03, 2004
Finally...
Finally...
I've finished setting my blog up. Spent a whole fucking afternoon meddling with the HTML stuffs. I guess it's been a really really long time since I last tried doing this.
I got the help of some people though. Shikin, Right Cross and Houquan. Thanks people.
Got to go now. Going to the JJC pageant with Kevin, Houquan and Yew Wei. Meeting them at Somerset at 6.20PM.
Crap. I wonder what the fuck will I be drinking later. It's in a club and I only have 10 bucks with me. I guess I'll have to borrow from them. Damn. Why the fuck am I so fucking poor?
End...
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5:09 PM
Thursday, December 02, 2004
Declaration...
I need to declare some things.
Firstly, the previous 2 posts are from my previous diary. They are old and crappy. Don't read them if you are not into crap.
Secondly, it's not that I'm not talented or lazy. It's not that I don't wanna decorate my blog, but I returned all my HTML knowledge to my high school teacher already. Even though black is my favourite theme but I'd redo the whole blog when I get someone to teach me the HTML crap.
Thirdly, I wanted to set up another blog to satisfy my rude, crude and violence-loving alter-ego. But I'm too lazy to do that, so this blog will probably be filled with the most fucked-up stuffs I can think of. Until I get myself another blog, this will not be a light-hearted blog.
End...
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5:45 PM
What Would You Do...?
It's a rainy Friday afternoon and you are at home watching some crap movie with your parents. The phone rings and you pick up the phone. The voice is familiar but you can't seem to remember who it is. After introducing himself/herself, you realise that it's your childhood best friend whom you haven't seen for years.
You guys chatted for a while and just before you hung up, he/she asks if he/she can go over to your house for a visit the next day. You agreed without hesitation.
Saturday afternoon's a rainy one. Just like yesterday. You are all alone at home, watching TV and waiting for him/her to arrive. After a while, you hear the doorbell and opened the door. Your poor drenched friend is standing at the door. You quickly invite him/her in and brought him/her to your room to dry himself/herself. You guys stayed in the room for a while, chatting.
Suddenly, the phone rang. You attempt to go to the living room to answer the phone but was stopped by your friend.
"Please don't answer it. Just stay here and we'll continue chatting."
"But it may be an important call."
"You really want to answer that call?"
"Of course. I'm the only family member at home."
"Ok. But promise me you'll come back soon."
"Sure."
So you hurried to the living room and answered the phone.
On the other end is your best friend's father. He told you that your friend died on Friday morning, due to a car accident.
Now tell me, WHAT WILL YOU DO?
End...
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5:31 PM
Think Outta The Box...
"Think outta the box"
That's what people always say, but think again, when a person says, "Think outta the box", that person is already in the box. He is confined in the 'box' and wants to break outta it, that's why he says that.
But what he doesn't know is that everything else people think of is in the 'box'. The 'box' is like the whole reality and everything you think of, that you feel is different is actually still in the 'box'. So there is no such thing as thinking outta that box. Because there is no way to get outta the box in the first place.
You don't know what's outside the 'box', so how do you know if you are thinking outta the 'box'? Everything is in the 'box'. If you can come up with something, that thing is now in the 'box'.
So thinking outta the box is just another crap phrase. Tough to understand? Just think of it like the Matrix. We are all in the Matrix, and everything we think and do is in the Matrix. We can't get outta it. Just because you see Neo flying across the sky doesn't mean he's outta the Matrix. It may be different from what we do or think, but the truth is that he is still in the Matrix and can only do that in the Matrix. Does everyone else in the Matrix know or think about Zion? No, because they do not know it's existence.
Similarly, we can't think outta the box, because we do not know what's outside it. We are confined to this reality that is our 'box'. Everything we do or think is in the 'box'. Even if it's new or different, everything we can come up with belongs to the 'box'.
Interesting shit.
Then comes the questions.
Are we really living in something like the Matrix?
Is there really an exit from our 'box'?
What's outside it?
Are our lives planned by some supreme being up there who's confining us all in a 'box' we can't excape?
Do we exit the 'box' when we die?
What's the purpose of our origin in the 'box' then?
Damn...
All the questions and crap.
I think I'll just stay in my 'box'.
End...
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5:14 PM
The Multiple Me...
Since young, I've always faced different people differently. Sometimes, I think that I'm rather hypocritical. So throughout these years, I've been asking, "Which is the REAL me?"
Until recent years, I've finally found the answer.
These ARE me.
When I'm with Jen, I tend to act a little childish. Why? I don't know. Maybe because she's older than me? Also, I'll boast and brag. It is really not because I'm arrogant. It's because I'm really a person with low self-esteem. I say things to make myself feel better. And who else can be better to brag to than your girlfriend?
With strangers or new friends, I'll be very very quiet. I'll try to make myself non-existent. Probably because of the low self-esteem. I'd seem cool and matured. That's not an act. That's one of the 'me' too.
With close friends, I'll talk loads of crap and create stupid jokes. I'd say senseless stuff with them. I may brag a little about things too. And one more thing. I speak real loudly when I'm with close friends. Don't ask me why. I don't know.
At home, I'm the most different. I'm very quiet at home. I don't talk. I don't laugh. I don't show emotions. I don't even talk to my parents. If possible, I can keep my mouth shut from the moment I get outta bed in the morning till the moment I get to bed at night. That's me. I may be typing 'Haha...' over MSN, but you'll never catch me really laughing. That's why I seldom turn on my webcam. It's kinda senseless to do so.
So these are me. I don't know why did I type this entry and I don't know what's the purpose of it. I just thought about doing this just now when I was showering in the bathroom.
Hell. What am I doing?
Never mind.
End...
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4:57 PM
1 Year...
Today is the 1 year anniversary of Jen and I being together. How fast time flies. It's been a year.
She stayed over yesterday. Watched VCDs last night. Woke up this morning and went to Bukit Gombak to get some money. Then we went to JP to have buffet dinner just like this day last year. We ate so much that we puked. Haha. That's stupid. Ate till we puke. And of all day, on out anniversary. Haha.
We went back to my house and watched Singapore Idol. I wasn't really a fan of that but that's the finals and I got to admit, I'm curious who would win. Taufik did. A well deserved win. His 'Me and Mrs Jones' was awesome. Dick Lee performed too. I think he's really really talented.
Sent Jen home after the show. Listened to my new Mayday's CD on out way. The CD's really a good one. All nice songs. Listened till we got to her house. Then I took a cab home.
Now, I'm waiting for my hair to dry so that I can go to sleep. I have to go to school tomorrow to attend this imaging talk with a few friends. Gotta sleep early.
End...
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12:39 AM
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
1st Crap...
Ok.
This is my first time writing a blog. But this is surely not the first time I'm writing an online diary. I had one at another website but that website is always experiencing problems, so I decided to start one here. I believe this server is more reliable.
Well, I'll start with a little backgroud crap. My name's Reeve. I like music. I like sleeping. I like many other things and I'm eccentric.
...
Blah... Forget it. I'm never good at introducing myself.
End...
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4:32 PM
fatal.touch said...
Anonymous said...
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