Stifled...

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

I'm Home...

I'm at home now when I should be in camp. Well, I have to be back in Tekong by tonight, but my instructor let me off at 12.30Pm, so I figured I might as well come home for a while since my house is so fucking near OCS.

Anyway, there wasn't anything to do in OCS. I got into one of the toughest wing there, Delta Wing. Everyone there will just shake their head and wish you good luck when they know you are from Delta. However, the whole wing went for an outfield exercise the day we entered, so the 8 of us that got there just kept on cleaning the bunk and do nothing else. They had a few runs though, which I can't participate due to the fact that I'm on medication. My fever has become better, but my blocked nose and cough ain't recovering. My rashes also show no signs of healing. I need to get calomine lotion soon.

Did a total of 32 pull-ups and 60 push-ups this morning. It's considered light. No wonder people say it's tough to be in Delta Wing. We have to fucking wake up at 5AM to do exercises while other wings wake at 6AM and go for breakfast immediately.

My morale is damn low there. I'm staying in a temporary bunk which I have to clean 3 times a day, and I cannot unpack my things. There's no one around who I can get more information from. My physical condition doesn't allow me to exercise much, making someone who's a company best look like a weak tiger. Fuck. It's strict there. We can't use our phones outside our admin time without permission. And I miss Jen like crazy. I must be a bad boyfriend, only missing her a lot when I'm feeling down. But she's working, and always working overtime, so I can't call her, not even during my admin time.

I never thought I'd say this, but I miss SISPEC. Life's more relaxed there, though I still don't like Tekong. If Tekong is the Island of a Million Big Bugs, then OCS is the School of a Million Small Bugs. There's an equal number of bugs flying around in OCS compared to SISPEC, but because they are smaller, they are harder to catch, and you get bitten more, especially by mosquitoes.

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Hanged @ 2:39 PM

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

No PSP... Again...?

Yup. I've decided not to borrow the money from my aunt. I can buy it myself once I start getting OCT (Officer Cadet) allowance, which is $750 if I'm not wrong. More waiting...

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Hanged @ 10:06 AM

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Great News...

Hmm... How do I put this? Well... I never really excelled in my BMT and I was not that outstanding during the 1st term of BSLC. I never expected this to happen but it did. I'm the company best trainee of Golf Company. There are only 5 companies, thus only 5 best trainees. Ain't something easy. Now I know why they wanted me to be the LSM for so long. If I didn't quit, they probably will make me the LSM until we pass out.

Ok. Here comes the really great news. I'm one of the 15 people from SISPEC selected to crossover to OCS. Amazing, isn't it? It's always been my dream to go to OCS. Guess I'm not that fucked-up anyway. I'm supposed to report to OCS on Monday, in my uniform. I'm excused from wearing uniform, but I guess an exception can be made. However, SISPEC's passing parade is on Wednesday, so I'll have to make a trip back to Tekong because the company best must be present to command the company during the Passing Out Parade (POP). I must, once again, put on my uniform. I guess another exception can me made.

I'm so looking forward to going to OCS. Wonder how's life gonna change there.

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Hanged @ 9:57 AM

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Last Week...

I'll be finishing my BSLC very soon. Finished Exercise Nutcracker. It rained for 2 consecutive nights. Both thunderstorms started at 4.45AM exactly. Sucks. Got ourselves totally drenched, with fucking mud all over ourselves. My buddy, Rauf, almost got hypothermia because he slept in the rain without a jacket or shelter. Nonetheless, everything went quite well and we pulled through it.

We came back on Thursday. Had some kind of Happy Hour at the SISPEC Rocky Hill Mess. Nice place with karaoke and a pool table. Had a few drinks and sang a few songs before I went to wash my dirty stuffs till amost midnight. Woke up late on Friday, only to realise I'm still the LSM. Got scolded by a female sergeant because the LSM is supposed to wake up earlier than anyone else. Totally sick and tired, I told her I quit being the LSM. A trainee is supposed to hold the LSM appointment for a maximum of 3 days. But I had been the LSM for 8 fucking days. I had to report sick due to sandfly bites and rashed all over my body anyway, so I quit.

Went to report sick while everyone else was doing their 16km route march and got excused from wearing the green goddamn uniform for 7 days, which effectively means I won't be wearing the uniform all the way until I pass out from SISPEC. Howver, I got sick when I came back from the medical centre. Fucking fever. 39 degrees Celsius. Brought the fever home and saw a doctor. I'm all right now.

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Hanged @ 9:41 AM

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Monday, May 23, 2005

Porn As A Way Of Life...

Readers of my blog will know that I'm into porn. Yeah, I love porn. It's a hobby, a way of life, which I know many condemn.

People think it's weird, disgusting and sick. I don't blame them, but I don't agree. It's about how you see it. You see, watching fucking porn is a way to explore the desires within. Through watching porn, a guy will know if he's into big tits, big ass, anal, threesomes or cumshots. Then a guy will know what he wants during sex. Similarly, a girl will be able to know what she wants and her fantasies. She'll be able to live her fantasies in the bedroom and achieve greater satisfaction by telling the guy how she wants it.

It's a hobby to me. People see it offensively, but I beg to differ. We hear about people keeping monitor lizards and poisonous snakes as pets in the news. How many of you thinks that it's weird, but are not bothered by it? We read in the newspapers about people using pee to wash their faces, claiming that it helps to keep the face smooth. I think it's disgusting and weird bullshit, don't you think so? But I don't condemn it, or kick a big fuss about it. Neither does the general public. So why condemn porn?

So here I must urge people not to condemn porn. You may not like it, but don't discriminate people who like it. Everyone has the right to like something.

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Hanged @ 12:55 AM

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Strange Thoughts...

I was wondering, if a person shouts too loud, will he make himself deaf? Similarly, will a person fart and, upon smelling his own fart, find it so fucking disgusting that he pukes the hell outta himself?

Don't ask me why I got these thoughts, because I forgot why. My memory has been failing me recently. I can think of something and forget it the next moment. I wanted to refer myself to a centre where they help forgetful people, but I forgot it's name. Eventually, the whole thing slipped outta my mind until just now. I was reminded by... Well... I forgot...

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Hanged @ 12:42 AM

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Dig... Dig... Dig...

Just came back not long ago from Bugis. Went there with Jen to walk around. Spent the whole day with her and I am happy. However, I'm booking in on Monday night. That sucks because Exercise Nutcracker will start on Tuesday. Basically, the exercise requires me to dig a shellscrape to sleep in. Then, my buddy and I will have to dig a fire trench, continuously throughout the night for 12 fucking hours. We are expected to complete the trench by daybreak. If we cannot finish it, we will have to continue digging. When done, everyone will have to move out to do missions. You may be wondering about sleeping. Nope. No sleeping.

The past week's been kinda tough for me. Became the LSM (Leader Sergeant Major), which means I'm in charge of the running of the company. I'm the first person the sergeants find when they need anything or finds anything wrong. Tiring work there. I'd rather not talk about it.

I'll be passing outta SISPEC in 9 days. That's near, but I'll be having Exercise Nutcracker and my 32km route march in these few days. Don't know whether to be happy or sad.

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Hanged @ 12:28 AM

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PSP...?

I think I'll be getting my hands on a PSP within a week because I found this installment plan available at Sony Gallery. I can pay for the machine month by month without paying interest, but the catch is I need to pay by credit card. However, my aunt agreed to lend me her credit card. I'll just have to pay her cash every month. Damn. It's coming...

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Hanged @ 12:25 AM

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Blogging For Females Only...?

I came across a local online forum a few weeks ago and this girl started a poll to see if it was appropriate for guys to blog. What the hell? What's wrong with guys blogging?

Apparently, the girl thought that it was kinda 'gay' for a guy to blog, but what made her think so? Maybe because her guy friends all have blogs that are pink and have words like "I think I have PMS" or "I'm having a bad hair day so I'm not going out". Or maybe she thinks that guys blog like her, talking about nothing but BGR crap.

Personally, I think there's absolutely nothing wrong with guys blogging. Does anyone of you think I'm gay or kinda 'gay' just because I blog? I see blogging as a channel to vent frustrations and voice out crude, rude and politically-incorrect thoughts. It's my domain. I can curse and swear at anyone, for example, my sergeants, here, which is something I cannot do in their faces. I can voice out my unhappiness with government policies, undermine the intelligence of Matt Damon, Albert Einstein, or even Lee K*** Y**.

I believe guys' blogs are way more interesting than gals'. At least mine is. I have to admit that I occasionally go mushy and declare my love for Jen all over my blog but that doesn't happen all the time, right? Compared to a gal's blog which consists of nothing but BGR, her daily routine from waking up to sleeping, BGR, what she had for lunch and dinner, BGR, how much she loves a particular guy, BGR, how she can't sleep without missing another guy and more BGR, I think my blog is so much better off. At least there's entertainment value in my blog and readers will (sometimes) laugh at the things I write.

So to those who thinks that guys should not blog, I hope I can change your mind. And to the girl from the forum, I hope Fate possesses her 'Next Blog' button so that she can read this post and wake up her idea instead of setting up polls regarding such a stupid matter, which led to me writing a post on it.

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Hanged @ 6:05 AM

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No PSP...

Nope. I don't have enough money to buy it. It's $455 without any accessories. My allowance this month is only a miserable $500. I'll just have to make do with the Gameboy Advance SP I took away from my brother. But hey, I'm not giving up on PSP yet. One day it'll be mine...

Hanged @ 6:03 AM

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Wasted A Week Of My Life...

It's been really long since I last wrote anything. The last post was half a month ago. Damn. It sure is tough being an NSF. Well, not really.

I wasted a whole week in camp. Basically, the whole week required us to go to our bunk and do some area cleaning, also known as sleep. We only had a few lectures and the IPPT test on Saturday. The rest of the time's our free time. We ended everyday before 7PM. Crap.

Anyway, during my free time, I finished 2 books. Inconcievable and Wrong about Japan. Inconcievable, as the title suggests, is a funny book about a couple's infertility. It's a very interesting book, although I must stress that I do not have any problems in the reproduction department, or so I think...

The other book is a travelogue. It's about this father and son who went to Japan to find out more about their manga and anime culture. It's a very informative book. I found out that Astro Boy was created in 1951 and the year he was said to be created was 2003. He is what the author visualise will be created as we enter the new millenium. Well, the fact that we don't see no kid robot sporting spiky hair and rocket boots kinda proved him wrong. Also, I found out that Godzilla is actually a symbol of the aftermath of the atomic bombs drop in Japan. Godzilla is a lizard hit by radiation in a nuclear plant, thus it mutated into such a big size. It later terrorises Japan. See the idea there?

Enough said about the books I read. I have other things to do. Hope the following week will be a more fulfilling week in camp.

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Hanged @ 5:51 AM

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