Stifled...

Monday, October 24, 2005

Injured...

Damn. I sprained my ankle a few days ago, so I was made to limp around, and while limping around just now, I slipped from the steps and hit my spine against the edges of the steps. WTF...

Went for an X-ray just now, but found out that my back's all right, but rather, my ankle wasn't. There's some dent in my bone or something. The doctor said it wasn't something serious, but I'm going for another check tomorrow.

There are too many people here. Will write more when I get back.

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Hanged @ 6:33 PM

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Monday, October 17, 2005

Haha...

Yo, people! I'm in Taiwan training now, but why can I update my blog? Because there's internet enabled computers here and I have free time because I came back from an exercise 1 day earlier than others. Haha.

For you guys' information, there's no time difference between here and Singapore, but the nights are damn early. At 5PM, it starts to darken, and by 6.30PM, it's so dark that it's like 10PM in Singapore. The day starts early too. The sun will be high up in the sky by 5.30AM.

Ok, that's all. I'm going to play CS now.

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Hanged @ 9:55 AM

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Feeling Kinda Down...

I'm feeling kinda down now. I don't know, but Taiwan training sounds tough. Brunei training sounded tough then, but we were prepared and we were informed way ahead of departure. For this trip, I only knew about it last week. I feel like I'm kinda thrown into this, and I don't feel that training was adequate in preparing us for this trip.

Also, I'm so fucking broke after buying the stuffs need for the trip. I paid a $200 bill just now and bought a $60 bag for the trip. I'm left with very little money and I forsee a huge bill coming next month. I hear people bringing $400 to Taiwan. A friend even got his mother to give him $600 for the trip. And guess how much I'm bringing? I've got less than $200 with me. Crap...

Screw it. I'll just go there, train hard, enjoy the R&R and come back.

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Hanged @ 8:48 PM

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To Jen...

You said you wanted me to do something special for you before I leave, but I can't seem to think of any, besides, I'm on a tight budget and I'm running out of time.

By the time you read this, I'd have left for Taiwan long ago. I just want to tell you that I'm going to be away for 3 weeks, and I want you to take good care of yourself. 3 weeks isn't long, but it isn't short either. You've gotta wait for me, just like the way you waited for me all this while. Call it a test, blame the government, or whatever, but we'll go through this together and be together again, closer than ever, after 3 weeks, right?

I also assure you that I won't be going there and screwing some hot Taiwanese chicks, even though I'm such a horny bastard. No, not even when it's free... Well... Maybe... Hey! Nope. Not gonna happen. Haha...

I'll remember to buy you the thing you wanted me to buy. Just look forward to me coming back because I have quite a few days of leave after I come back. And don't be sad okay? Love you...

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Hanged @ 8:38 PM

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

Why Aren't You Watching TV...?

Yesterday, my mum came into my room while I was gaming in the dark and asked me some very interesting things.

"Zong Hao, why are you always locking yourself up in the room? You don't even go to the living room at all. Why don't you wanna watch TV?"

Amazing. I've always heard parents complaining that they have to peel their kids from the sofa because their kids' eyes are glued to the TV screen, but now a mother is asking her son to watch TV? I haven't really sat down and watched TV for months, maybe even years. I can't remember the last time I watched TV because I wanted to watch TV. I always turn the TV on only because the house is too quiet, or when Jen and I are eating in the living room. I can't even remember when's the last time I watched TV with my family.

I prefer my computer. I don't see why I've gotta watch TV when I can watch better stuffs on my computer. I've got animations, TV series like Weeds and Joey, movies like Final Fantasy Advent Children and many more, not to mention my stash of porn, so why leave my computer? The things shown on the TV nowadays are boring. Drama serials on Channel 8 are all alike, while those on Channel 5 are too slow and boring to me. Reality TV? That's was nice when they first started, but it's all crap now. How many apprentices does Donald Trump need? What does he wanna do? Gather an army of apprentices and start a war against The Republic?

I'll watch this if it really happened...

And as for Survivor, how many do they actually need? It's not really surviving in the wild. It's really just plain bitching and back-stabbing. It's been over 10 series already (correct me if I'm wrong), and they are still churning that crap out. Does anyone still watch that? I know I'm not, unless they come up with interesting and crazy ideas, like Survivor: Homolulu, where fat homosexuals are thrown onto Mikadonaly, a dick-shaped island off Honolulu and they try to survive there. How's that for a change?

Survivor: Homolulu. Coming soon on TV...

Seriously, TV nowadays really disappoints me. There's really nothing on TV that attracts me anymore. If watching hardcore porn is starting to lose its entertainment value, I don't see how TV can act as a substitute to that. It's true sometimes they throw in some cute and sexy babes to attract teenagers like me, but still... I don't know how to put it... Maybe the pace of the shows are too slow, or maybe the plot sucks. It just isn't attracting enough...

Very tempting... But still...

Don't get me wrong, I'm no homo. I'm not saying I'd love some gay action on TV, neither am I saying Mischa isn't pretty, it's just that the quality of TV shows are going downhill in my opinion. So mum, it's not that I don't wanna leave my room to watch TV, it's just that I have no reasons to do so.

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Hanged @ 2:46 AM

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Me And My Prejudice...

On Thursday, my PC called me into his office to do this monthly interview, and he told me something that sent me thinking.

I was told that, from the results gathered from peer appraisals, I am ranked 60th in the wing. Well, well, it didn't sound that bad, until the fact that the wing had only 67 men popped into my mind. Haha. I'm ranked the bottom few, and I think I know why.

I ranked so low because of my prejudice. You see, I don't like a few people in the wing, especially my platoon. There's this guy who can sleep anywhere, anytime, and this fucking blur ass, some black who's always not doing anything constructive, small men who like to give orders like they are fucking bosses when they hold no appointments, and a loud bastard with a square face, and his face looked like a claymore mine just exploded on his face. All these are just some of the few 'extraordinary gentlemen' in my platoon, and I find them a pain in the ass.

As a very honest person, I express my likes and dislikes very outwardly. So I show my dislike for these people very openly and directly, thus, making them dislike me as well I guess. Sometimes, their buddies also start disliking me, thus my peer appraisal was rather bad. I think the people who know me well enough will like me as I do have quite a few people in the platoon that I'm close to, but the people I don't like will naturally dislike me, which I'm absolutely fine with. Everyone's entitled to an opinion, that's why I don't like you guys and you guys can't do a shit about it. Haha. I mean, you can't blame me if your face is square, can you? And I didn't ignite no claymore mine on your face. I wasn't the one that made you short and I'm not the one stopping you from seeking some medical attention for your compulsive sleeping syndrome, am I?

I know I have somewhat of a split personality, so I may do things now and do some other things that contradicts my previous actions, but don't worry, none of my personalities like you guys.

End...

Hanged @ 2:24 AM

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Fucking Bored...

Here I am, at home, in front of the computer for the whole day already. I'm at home because I'm leaving for Taiwan on Tuesday and I was given a long weekend. A freaking long weekend indeed, from Thursday night till Tuesday morning.

My allowance's not given to me yet, so I'm totally broke for now. I wanted to go out to buy a bigger bag to bring to Taiwan, but, well, you know... Spend the whole day at home slacking, playing games. I played this Romance of the 3 Kingdoms game from around 2Pm till about 9PM before I had my dinner. Then I continued playing tell about 11PM. It's getting on my nerves that I keep losing my cites after I reclaimed them from the enemies. Never mind...

Was watching this comedy talkshow by Russell Peters for the second time and I still laughed the crap out. That guy's fucking funny. You guys should catch it too.

I'm going out tomorrow. I wonder how I'm gonna do that because I don't have a single cent with me. I'm going to watch Jen perform as she's taking part in this competition by her gym. My classmates are going for a steamboat dinner at night. I wanna go, and I think I told one of them I'll go, but how can I go without any money? Crap. Guess I'll have to head home after watching Jen perform, or I can pray motherfucking hard that my allowance's coming in tomorrow, or rather, today.

(I'm listening to the Final Fantasy Advent Children OST as I type this. The album's fucking good. The tracks are damn cool.)

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Hanged @ 2:10 AM

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Monday, October 03, 2005

Night's Out...

I'm at home now because I am entitled to book out for a short period of time due to the fact that I booked in early on Sunday. However, I don't feel happy at all. They took away 5 hours of my time on Sunday, 5 hours that I can spend with Jen or spend playing games and now they give me 3 hours back. 3 hours for me to rush home, meet Jen, play with the computer a little, and rush back to camp. WTF...

Furthermore, I'm on duty today, chosen because the person who was supposed to serve his duty was busy. That's not the first time this has happened. I don't get to sleep in my own bunk and must wake up way earlier than anyone tomorrow. Damn...

Well, I found out that I've been bitching a lot these days. I don't know why. I guess these few days have been damn fucked-up and I'm really unhappy these few days. Well, at least I'm booking out on Thursday and boarding the plane on Tuesday, which means I'll have quite a lot of free time before I head for Taiwan. Sigh... Taiwan... Sigh...

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Hanged @ 8:17 PM

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Untitled...

Going back to camp in less than 2 hours. Feeling fucking frustrated and angry. I booked out on Friday afternoon, when we had fun at the East Coast due to the fact that it's Cohesion Day. Played games and threw the instructors into the water.

Booked in yesterday morning to do fatigue work for the graduating cohort. Reached home only after 9PM. Spent some time with Jen and now I'm going back in. Others are going back in at 10PM but I'll have to reach there by 5PM to prepare for rehearsal for some ceremony that I happened to be chosen for. Fuck. This weekend sucks.

Will be leaving for Taiwan on the 11th. Haven't prepared much. Haven't spent time with Jen much. Leaving Jen and my life behind again. This sucks. There's this fucked-up feeling I can't get off my chest. Everything sucks...

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Hanged @ 3:28 PM

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