Reeve Chua Zong Hao
01/01/1986
Male
Singapore
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Old Reeve...To those who do not know and those who forgot about it, my birthday's this coming Sunday. Yup, the 1st, New Year's Day.
Exciting it might seem, but I don't feel anything at all. I kinda dread it. I'm turning 20 this Sunday. That means I'm getting old. People around me, especially the gals, have already started their university life while I still have to wait a year more before I can embark on my journey to obtain my degree. I feel that I'm wasting my life away and there's nothing I can do about it because I can't move on, I have to serve NS.
I'm not sure, but I think there's something wrong with my brain. I think it doesn't secrete the correct hormones to cause excitement anymore. Christmas just passed and New Year's Day, also my birthday, is coming but I don't feel anything, nothing at all. No excitement, no joy, no looking forward to.
Every year, I think of things to do on my birthday, trying to avoid going to any countdown events as far as possible, but I can't. My friends and girlfriends, past and present, would make me go out every birthday, and most of the time we'd end up counting down to my birthday. It seems that they think it's only natural to countdown to my birthday since it's on New Year's Day. No, it's not natural. Try doing the same thing for your past 19 birthdays and you'll know that it's not fun anymore. Counting down seems exciting to others, but the novelty of it has already worn out as far as I'm concerned.
However, I'm not the type who would wanna disappoint my friends or girlfriend, so I think I'll still have to drag myself to any countdown events they plan on bringing me to this year, or any other year.
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