Stifled...

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Lazing Around Like A Fat Bitch...

Damn. I'm really a lazy motherfucker. I felt like my life is so stable that I'm not doing anything to improve it and that caused it to remain stagnant, and then degrade.

I feel that my life's so empty. Everyday I go to camp, meet NSmen that I've never seen before and will probably not see again. Teach them things that I know, over and over again. Then I come back and laze around the house. The routine's killing all my motivation to do anything.

I wanna learn Japanese and beatboxing, I wanna draw comics to include in my blog, I wanna write stories like Twisted Tales, but all I find myself doing is sitting in front of the computer playing games, watching porn and wanking away. I have the ideas but I'm just not moving.

And on top of that, I'm putting on weight. I have a tummy, and I'm not doing anything about it. I'm a fucking sad case. If only I can slim down by wanking. Wouldn't it be nice if I can slim down doing something I like and will do rather regularly? I even have the help of Maria Ozawa, Briana Banks and so many other beauties. If only...

I'm a fucker who only complains about his sad life and not do something about it. Fuck you, Reeve! I've gotta do something...

End...

Hanged @ 8:34 PM