Monday, August 28, 2006
About Age...
When I was reading the papers this morning, I came across this article about a JC girl contracting HIV from her boyfriend despite the fact that she's not a promiscuous girl at all. This pushed my brain into a vortex of thoughts regarding the different age limits the government imposes on different things.
You see, as a JC girl, that lady must be about 17-19? There's nothing wrong with her having sex with her boyfriend as the legal age to do so is 16 in Singapore, so you can only blame her values as she didn't break no laws.
However, putting the lady's case aside, the strange thing is, the legal age to consume alcohol is 18. Conventionally, alcohol is the thing that impairs judgement or awakens the sexual inhibitions of people, leading to sex, yet people are allowed to have sex and not allowed to drink. Furthermore, sex is a greater responsibility than drinking alcohol, so why is the age limit set like this?
Also, the legal age to watch movies which depict sex explicitly is 21, but, like mentioned above, the minimum age to have sex is 16. Yes, the sexual themes in those movies may be too much to handle for a 16, if the sex depicted itself is not. Then maybe the age limits should be adjusted?
The US has the minimum age for sex at 18 (if I'm not mistaken). They are the people we turn to when the word 'liberal' is mentioned and yet their limits are more strict than ours.
It is true that the limits are not followed closely by the people as I know of many people who had sex way before 16, I myself started drinking in secondary school and I have been watching movies more 'interesting' than those shown in theatres when I was still in primary school. But the rules, if anyone sincerely hope to set anything right, should be revised or the whole age limit system will seem retarded and will be taken as a joke.
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8:47 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
What If I Have Only 3 Days To Live...?
I was visting this forum when I came across this topic. I can't help but wonder myself. After some thought, I came up with two scenarios. One scenario being I'm the only one dying after 3 days, while the other is that the world will come to an end after 3 days, meaning everyone will die. I exhausted a lot of my brain cells thinking of the various things I'll do for each scenario. After prioritizing the things on my wishlist and spending quite some time on this, I came up with the following answers.
What will I do if I'm going to die in 3 days?
I'll have sex. Lots of it.
What will I do if the world is coming to an end in 3 days?
I'll have sex. Lots of it.
What about you?
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12:13 AM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Fresh Meat...
I was watching TV (something rather rare) yesterday evening when I saw this Taiwanese variety show interviewing a female writer. The writer wrote a chinese book loosely translated as "God's Blacklist". It's about 7 of the world's most notorious serial killers.
She talked about the book. In the book, she wrote about a killer who was caught. When the police searched his house, they found that almost all his furniture at home were covered with human skin. Damn. It takes a lot of skin to cover even a small coffee table, let alone the fucking sofa.
Another killer was caught for killing 10 people. For his case, it's not about the numbers anymore, it's about what the fuck he did to the bodies. He cut the heads off, impaled them on a stake and used the heads are dartboards. And you know who his victims included? He killed his grandparents, 6 college girls, his mother and her friend. It is said that whenever he passes by a pretty girl, he would, like any guy, wonder how fortunate he would be if he could date the girl. But his next immediate thought would be how the head of the girl would look on a stake.
There's one on a farmer who killed many people. When the cops searched his pig farm, they dug out over 20 bodies. The interesting thing is that this Canadian farmer's farm produces canned pork. So, how's dinner?
The writer, in her book, interviewed several psychiatrists and found out some things or attributes that the killers shared. The killers have all been abused in some way, mentally or physically, when they were young, they all hate the world and they all have suffered head injuries as kids before. She also commented that they all possessed high IQ but have difficulties doing well in school.
To the writer, artists, geniuses and psychopaths are just separated by a fine line. Psychopaths are geniuses and artists who, in some part of their lives, took a wrong turn and committed grave mistakes.
Now let's focus on me. I was abused as a kid. I won't go into details because I don't wanna make this too long. I used to fucking hate the world. I even made enemies with a whole class of students, isolating myself from my classmates. I hit my fucking head in Primary 2, causing me to not be able to remember anything before that and now I have rather short memory. I don't know how much my IQ is, but I almost got into a gifted class. The only thing that stopped me was my dad who woke up late when he was supposed to take me to the admission examination. I was struggling in school, especially in JC.
So you see, I don't know if it's true, but I was displaying traits of a serial killer. Fortunately for me, I haven't make that wrong turn, at least not yet. Like I said in one of my previous entries, it's a miracle how I turned from a guy who thinks he is a bastard, who has very low self-esteem and someone who hates the world to an egoistic, narcissistic and somewhat arrogant prick. I'm not like before, but who knows what the future or my past hold?
You guys should just be thankful I turned out the way I am now. Why? Because if I stayed as an angry guy, detesting the world and everything, your head might just end up in my fucking freezer.
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8:06 PM
Trouble At Work...
I'm damn frustrated with the situation of my workplace now. I was happily in a wing called the Basic Combat Wing (BCW) in my camp months ago, until I was posted, with several other NSFs, to Platoon Combat Wing (PCW) Team 2 about 2 months ago. I resigned to my fate and went there, got some very fucked-up people as my superiors, namely Mike, Irvin and James. Mike and James are two bastards with really bad attitude and they think very highly of themselves. They insists they are right all the time, and when they are in the wrong, they will twist facts until YOU are in the wrong and they are right. As for Irvin? He's just a lazy fucker who makes an excellent example of a fucked-up officer. He turns up late for duties and work and, being only 1 fucking rank above me, thinks he can control me. The only people maintaining my sanity in fucking Team 2 is Suffian and Erick.
Shift to present time. I got news yesterday that Suffian, me and everyone who used to be in BCW are going back to BCW. I was very happy as my OC, Ardlee, is a very good man and treats everyone well. He believes in my capabilities and made me the Wing 2IC the day he got news that I was back, which was yesterday. Immediately I got to work, tying up loose ends and getting things moving. I love being in BCW, working under Ardlee.
In Team 2, I was just an extra pair of hands. I was willing to learn the things I was supposed to do, but Mike and Irvin refused to teach me. As an officer, I was acting like a fucking private soldier. I just sit around, wait for intructions, do as instructed, then go back waiting. My job there can be done by a specialist or even an enlistee. I can't do much either as I do not have as much experience as them and I am not taught anything. There's no value to my job there and needless to say, there was no job satisfaction.
In BCW, I can help Ardlee run the wing, check on the guys, conduct lessons or even important events like range, write a bit of lesson plans. My job satisfaction is so much higher and there's much more value in my job. I'm doing an officer's job that I should rightfully be doing and not just be around to act as an extra pair of hands or run errands.
You can imagine how elated I was when I heard that I'm going back to my 'home', BCW. But guess what? I heard today that I'm going to stay in Team 2. Why? Why make me into a useless robot again? I'm so sick of doing senseless chores and bearing with the stupid attitude of people there. And what's worse? I'm the only NSF in the whole fucking camp not going back to BCW. Suffian is going back, so is everyone else. That leaves 1 less person to maintain my sanity in Team 2. Why is this happening to me?
I'm very sick and tired of Team 2. I'm kinda depressed now. I'm going to talk to my camp commander tomorrow regarding this and hope he can do something about it.
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7:45 PM
Just For Fun...
I realised that I haven't blogged for quite a few days, so I tried blogging yesterday night, but somehow the site's down so I had to push all the blogging to today.
I wanted to blog in the office but Suffian was blogging, so I stayed beside him and gave him ideas to write. Now I'm going to do something similar. I'm going to write about a few things or people that interest and intrigue me.
Rock, The "You drive that beer truck back to Know Your Role Boulevard!"
Eamon "Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now.."
Eva Longoria "I’m the experienced one. I’m the teacher, especially about love. He’s always telling me he’s never met anyone who loves the way I do, wholly, freely and unconditionally"
Viewtiful Joe "Henshin a go-go, baby!"
Chastity belt "A locking item of clothing designed to prevent sexual intercourse and possibly masturbation."
Hard Gay "HOOOO!!!"
Utada Hikaru "You will always gonna be the one, And you should know, How I wish I could have never let you go."
ACDC "I'm on a highway to hell!"
With that, I conclude this totally meaningless entry.
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6:58 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Nothing Much...
Haven't blogged in quite a long time. Just wanna tell everyone that I'm still alive. Nothing much really happened. Nothing worth mentioning, nothing worth writing. Will write when something strikes me.
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12:31 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Millionaire...
I went to Adam Khoo's seminar yesterday. In case you don't know, Adam Khoo is Singapore's youngest millionaire. He made his first million at the age of 26 and now, at 32, his business has a turnover of $20million.
He is a very motivating speaker, making me wanna become a milionaire myself, and soon. I'm starting a business with my friend. Will update more when it's more settled.
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6:59 PM
