Stifled...

Friday, December 19, 2008

3 Months...

It's been almost 3 months since I last wrote something. Interesting 3 months, I must say.

I didn't have time to write anything because of my schoolwork. I was overloading myself with 6 modules instead of the usual 5 because I was aiming to have 2 minors. In the end, I didn't have time to study. My results will be out next Tuesday, and I doubt I'll do well. Anyway, I decided to drop one of my minors, so everything will return to normal next semester.

For those who don't know yet, I left home. Yes, I am no longer living with my family. Why? Long story short, my father threatened to assault me with a knife over some monetary issue and I gave him a good beating before calling the cops to arrest him. My mother turned around and blame Angie for the problems and wanted to chase her outta the house. I do not want to live with those idiots anymore, so together with Angie, I moved out. Angie's family rented her room out, so Angie and I are currently renting a room somewhere. This place is far from my school, but at least I won't get stabbed in my sleep.

Honestly speaking, I'm fucking angry with my family, except for my brother. By chasing Angie out, they are excluding themselves from our future. Angie and I are going to get married soon. We even applied for a flat already.

You wanna know who I blame for the problems? It's my good-for-nothing father, my mother and my aunt, who does nothing but stir up trouble. So what if she has some fucking money?

Maybe I don't show it, but there is anger in my heart every moment.

Enough of that shit. School's starting soon. I was planning my timetable the other day. Not an easy task when you have so many different friends asking you to take the same modules as them. A lot of lectures clash with one another in terms of timing. Furthermore, I'm now living quite far from the school so I'm not able to get modules that start in the morning. Bidding starts on 30th. I'll wait and see.

End...

Hanged @ 3:34 PM